Personal Branding Monogram

I am currently working on my own personal branding, and boy! The stories were true: it's not an easy game. Defining who you are as a person and a professional through vectors and colors is one hell of a challenge, and asks lots of existential questions we're not always prepared to face!

This is my favourite from all my options, because it represents (at least I think) a lot about who I am and who I want to become.
The curvy calligraphic style of the monogram speaks about my spontaneous nature, the colors about energy and creativity, the grid-system is about how I see myself in the future: more organized and getting things done.

The only problem I have with this monogram is that it should read the letter "Z", blended with the letter "L" (my initials). Instead, I often read the letters "E" or "F".

What do you see?