Self-Confession

Concept Development: 

When arriving in a new environment, I became very sensitive to everything around me, especially to the glances and stares. I suddenly realized that I was still the same, constantly concerned about others' gazes. This awareness led me to introspect and delve into my own psyche.

Concept: 

"Others never really care, but I keep capturing their glances." 

From this idea, I extended to my excessive interpretation, concern, and comparison in response to those gazes.

The outside cannot see inside, but the inside can see outside.

Overly caring about others' opinions hides my own thoughts.

One-sided comparisons lead to self-denial and inferiority.

Materials:

Heat insulation film

Iron wire

Mirrors

Cotton thread

Foam board

發想過程：

剛來到陌生環境，對周遭的一切都很敏感，尤其是眼神掃視，突然意識到自己還是一樣，相當在意別人的視線，正好切入了自我心靈。

概念：

「別人其實根本不曾在意，但我卻不斷捕捉著他人的視線。」

以此延伸到我面對視線背後過多的揣測、在意及比較。

‣外面看不到裡面，裡面看的到外面

‣過度在意別人的看法，掩蓋了自我的想法

‣單方面的比較，造成了自我的否定和自卑

材料：

隔熱紙、鐵絲、鏡子、棉線、牛奶板