Attachment/File uploader

Many times in my consciousness, I told myself that I'm not afraid of judgment & failure. That I'm bigger than that & others' opinion does not affect me.
But in my subconscious, I knew that back there is a dark orb that does not believe in that & I always pushed working, risking, & failing back. I called it procrastinating because it was easy to call myself lazy. The problem is the video games, YouTube, or many top-level reasons that all are external but not what is in the deep inside & internal.
So here's to accepting & letting go & giving in to failure. And that comes from dissociation which I should write more about tomorrow.
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BTW here is a shot from an attachment uploader component that I have built.