Suffocating

The fact that I was too scared or afraid of how people will see me if I tell them I feel alone was suffocating me. "Why should you share?", "It's not like you matter.", "Nobody cares about your opinion, just do your job and shut up!", "You're complaining, you must have way too much free time."

These were constant thoughts in my mind which in return made me feel like I was choking. It was like I was strangling myself day after day...after day...

It pushed me towards thoughts of no return...I had no one...not even myself...

So, if you are going through something, please reach out, you matter more than you think. Be there for yourself and let the people you trust and care about you help!