empty

even when I'm surrounded by things, people...
there's always this feeling of emptiness.

this leads me to often question myself in terms of how I'm moving forward in life, how I'm not doing enough...
everything tends to feel overwhelming, I feel like leaving everything and go do nothing.

learning to turn this "empty" into something positive is tricky.
this isn't something you overcome, in a way that it disappears, we gotta deal with it constantly. and that's not a bad thing, try to see it as a fuel to get moving.

I've been trying to put myself out there, my feelings, meeting interesting people and really talking about stuff.
And it's been great. Hasn't been easy opening up to the unknown, but it's gradually evolving.

And overall, it has been helpful.
I'm learning to be more kind to myself.
So that I know there's this empty, but it's ok.
It's good, even.

week 5
empty
even when surrounded of stuff.