Bullying

There is a bully in my life It sits on my head every night All day long it waits for that one moment when I put brakes on all my thoughts and ideas It crawls up every nigbt when I want to be left alone When I want to be on my own It bullies me till I break It bullies me so I lie awake It tells me I'm not enough It reminds me that I am nothing more than a mere soul I sometimes entertain it, i sometimes succeed in shutting it But it comes back everyday

Sometimes i fear it's become a part of me The other times i fear it is a reflection of me