Bullying

There is a bully in my life
It sits on my head every night
All day long it waits for that one moment when I put brakes on all my thoughts and ideas
It crawls up every nigbt when I want to be left alone
When I want to be on my own
It bullies me till I break
It bullies me so I lie awake
It tells me I'm not enough
It reminds me that I am nothing more than a mere soul
I sometimes entertain it, i sometimes succeed in shutting it
But it comes back everyday

Sometimes i fear it's become a part of me
The other times i fear it is a reflection of me